Christians and others Believers in God, what do you think about this near-death experience?

While I was dead, I appeared in a huge lit up expanse. I saw both of my grandmothers. They both hugged me and my Dad's Mom took my hand and said to come on, she had someone she wanted me to meet. We walked on this long golden road. It was 1 sheet of gold, so wide you could fit 1000 people across it. I saw a man with long white hair and robe with gold trim playing with children. He arose and marshaled the kids away and walked towards us. When He reached us, my Grandma said, "Honey, this is your Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.". He touched my forehead with two fingers of His left hand and said, "It's not your time .You cannot stay, you have things to do for Me." I said that I was home and didn't want to leave. He said, "You have to go. When it is your time I will call for you so, be ready." Then it ended. I woke up 4 days later as they were taking me to my room from ICU. Here's the problem. Nobody asked me how I felt about it. I loved it, of course, but I have so many questions. I cry at the drop of a hat. Everyone said that it was a wonderful experience and yes it was, but it screwed me up in a way. I've kept my feelings about the whole ordeal bottled up for 3 years. I tell everyone about the experience. Joyously. I love my Jesus, but dang, what a ride. I feel and see things I can't explain. Sometimes I feel I'm going nuts.